After this exam, thought i would be relax but not. instead of relax i get upset worrying so many stuff but don know what is it. Kepp thinking what is it and still don know.
haiz, when outing with friend, scare that i will say wrong stuff. yum cha with friend, some topic can't even follow joining them and talk. listen to music, all song does not suit the situation. wanna .watch movie but don know which one to watch. seeing a friend, goes speechless, even play basketball, lazy defense.
what the hell is going on, 1st time in my life i feel hopeless, no way to go, doesn't have a target to reach. everything start falling apart. suck man!! really suck!