OK!

After all those post! still can't forget it. anyway!!

exam and other practical exam all coming soon. guess wat!! School of Nursing is organizing a pink october in ucsi! every student of school of nursing compulsory to take part in this event!
basically, it is to remind us about awareness of breast cancer!

haiz! exam coming up, and yet we are doing all this! haha!! ono ways to forget about the feeling in me!! Fuyoh! so Emotional oh me!!

WTH MAN!!!

WTH, every time i look at her photo, the feeling in undescribable(i guess there is no such word),

she was so pretty and yet i am like this.

it is like no man can ever get her.

this sucks man!!!

As i wrote on my facebook!

can some one tell another person who they have a crush on by not making any move?

haiz! Really useless me, she has the looks, the way, the mature way that i like in a girl. it was like perfect in a girl to me.few month ago, what happen was which i assumed she has the interest in hang out with me but it seem like that time i was working. Have to cancel all out going stuff. I was happy that moment. Another month passes, when i quit my job, she has already start her college and it seems that she is very buzy person(you know la student)

The worst came to worst is that. ( when people keep texting you, you know that something might happen there, some connection going on, either hate it or love it) when i was messaging her, suddenly recieved a message from her stated that she has a boy friend since last week (to late and i miss the chance to have a wonderfull girl friend) and stuff like that (she must have hated me texting her).

I was about to create a bank account and i recieved it. My heart goes' shit, shit , shit' can't this of anything. when changing my pin number. my mind go blank. actually took 5 minute to think a password(the guy that teach me was impatient, i have to hurry). my heart go so down, even while playing baskteball, i would shut my self up. can't sleep but eventually slept.

this few month was actually thinking about her (one night actually dream of her as my wife), the problem i seldom blog is because, i don't know whether to blog this or just save it to myself. now i have blog it. the problem is should I forget about her or just keep on be an admired to her. haiz!!

sorry to my friend! i not trying to brag about this! just trying a good way to let it out! hope you guy or girl would understand!

just some update!!!

check out other picture at ming yang and lee shen facebook!!! they got everything!! and lai wah of couse!!