FISH!!

It happen that my cousin brought over a fishing land some where at semenyir!! they have been raring tilapia, and other.

before the previous owner put lot of different kind of fish into the pond!

Yesterday, they wanted to harvest tilapia fish!

SO HAPPEN they caught up this two huge fish

so big! it must be chop with the hammer!

there are other fish also! but this two really suprised me! And i dind't know untill today that my dad know the way to cut and clean the fish!! haha!

what wrong man???

After this exam, thought i would be relax but not. instead of relax i get upset worrying so many stuff but don know what is it. Kepp thinking what is it and still don know.

haiz, when outing with friend, scare that i will say wrong stuff. yum cha with friend, some topic can't even follow joining them and talk. listen to music, all song does not suit the situation. wanna .watch movie but don know which one to watch. seeing a friend, goes speechless, even play basketball, lazy defense.

what the hell is going on, 1st time in my life i feel hopeless, no way to go, doesn't have a target to reach. everything start falling apart. suck man!! really suck!

what did i do when i am away!!

Nothing much recently, just passes my exam week stressfully. next, clinical posting(cant wait)

First of all, it was my first time doing a blood donation, haiz, my blood type B. Anyway, the blood

that come out of my body is actually warm, this prove that i am not a cold blooded person!!!

this 3 boy taking same course with me!

Secondly, they have this clincal practise exam, they called it oshe, got very nervous and screw up some procedure, but still can make it. We are compulsory to wear the uniform(let the picture do the talking.

imagine i wear this uniform around my college, i heard people asking among them self(does ucsi give culinary course) they nv think of nursing also!! hahaha!!!

LASTLY, me year end term, finally in a blink of eye!! IT IS OVER!!, but next, have to do clinical posting(which we have to work in hospital) looking forward to it!! SEE YOU GUYS AROUND!!

OK!

After all those post! still can't forget it. anyway!!

exam and other practical exam all coming soon. guess wat!! School of Nursing is organizing a pink october in ucsi! every student of school of nursing compulsory to take part in this event!
basically, it is to remind us about awareness of breast cancer!

haiz! exam coming up, and yet we are doing all this! haha!! ono ways to forget about the feeling in me!! Fuyoh! so Emotional oh me!!

WTH MAN!!!

WTH, every time i look at her photo, the feeling in undescribable(i guess there is no such word),

she was so pretty and yet i am like this.

it is like no man can ever get her.

this sucks man!!!

As i wrote on my facebook!

can some one tell another person who they have a crush on by not making any move?

haiz! Really useless me, she has the looks, the way, the mature way that i like in a girl. it was like perfect in a girl to me.few month ago, what happen was which i assumed she has the interest in hang out with me but it seem like that time i was working. Have to cancel all out going stuff. I was happy that moment. Another month passes, when i quit my job, she has already start her college and it seems that she is very buzy person(you know la student)

The worst came to worst is that. ( when people keep texting you, you know that something might happen there, some connection going on, either hate it or love it) when i was messaging her, suddenly recieved a message from her stated that she has a boy friend since last week (to late and i miss the chance to have a wonderfull girl friend) and stuff like that (she must have hated me texting her).

I was about to create a bank account and i recieved it. My heart goes' shit, shit , shit' can't this of anything. when changing my pin number. my mind go blank. actually took 5 minute to think a password(the guy that teach me was impatient, i have to hurry). my heart go so down, even while playing baskteball, i would shut my self up. can't sleep but eventually slept.

this few month was actually thinking about her (one night actually dream of her as my wife), the problem i seldom blog is because, i don't know whether to blog this or just save it to myself. now i have blog it. the problem is should I forget about her or just keep on be an admired to her. haiz!!

sorry to my friend! i not trying to brag about this! just trying a good way to let it out! hope you guy or girl would understand!

just some update!!!

check out other picture at ming yang and lee shen facebook!!! they got everything!! and lai wah of couse!!